November 25, 2008

How things can change in one treatment day. Sam began his "Delayed Intensification" phase last Friday at Children's Hospital in Vancouver. The adverse effects began the next day and have progressed daily since then. He feels, and I quote "yucky!" He's tired, weak, restless, chilled during the day and experiencing night sweats, his muscles and joints are achy, he has trouble staying asleep, and his moods have really changed. Basically he feels lousy. He went to school on Monday, but within an hour and a half he couldn't cope. He spends most of the time moving from his bed to the couches with blankets and pillows in tow. After feeling so well the past two months, this dramatic change has been hard on Sam, Ger and myself. It's hard to see him feeling poorly and we feel so helpless. I don't have to worry about him not eating as one of the new drugs increases his appetite! Fortunately it's not as crazy as the prendisone steroid he had during induction.

Tomorrow we go to the hospital for blood work to check his blood counts. On Thursday Sam will be in the hospital all day having more chemo and the three muscular shots in his legs.

We are enjoying the Christmas decorations and lights and the music that celebrates Jesus' arrival. We are looking forward to watching some of our favorite Christmas movies and doing some of our usual traditions. I hope to get the tree up soon and begin baking some of the kids favorite Christmas cookies. We are happy to be staying home for the holidays and focusing on making this a special Christmas for Sam. We know he has a tough 8 weeks ahead, but we are taking one day at a time. Once he finishes this phase, the worst part of his treatments will be over...the end is in sight. We are definitely marking each day off on his checklist!

We continue to rely on God to help Sam endure, thanking Him constantly for what He daily provides for us all, and moving forward in His strength, love and hope! Thanks for your continued prayers and intercession!

Time to sleep, me thinks!
Sweet dreams, Debbie

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